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Any Colour You Desire

by Pridelands

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1.
I’m sick of sticking my tongue in my cheek, Trying not to spit at your hypocrisy. Dress it up in any colour you desire, you desire. I can’t bear to watch you walk away without a fucking smile on your face, So I stay a while and disintegrate. Disintegrate with me. You won’t listen beyond the surface. Watch it ripple along, destructive. (Disintegrate with me. Won’t you disintegrate with me?) You will never belong to this family; to the ones you love. I don’t really want to give you a reason yet; It’s not as if you’ve ever given me a reason to care. It’s not as easy to forgive the one that left me here for dead. I’m sick of sticking my tongue in my cheek, Trying not to spit at your hypocrisy. Dress it up in any colour you desire, you desire. I can’t bear to watch you walk away without a fucking smile on your face, So I stay a while and disintegrate. Disintegrate with me. So, you wanna see this? Look at what you’ve done. You’ve gotta see this. Uncovered all the webs you’ve spun. You wanna see this? Look at what you’ve done. Oh, you’ve gotta see this. I’ve uncovered all the webs you’ve spun. You can’t deny that you hang on every word I say. (We all need someone, we all need someone to stay) If you wanna meet me halfway I need something, Anything more than your fake apology. I don’t really want to give you a reason yet; It’s not as if you’ve ever given me a reason to care. It’s not as easy to forgive the one that left me here for dead. Disintegrate with me. Won’t you disintegrate with me? You wanna see this? Look at what you’ve done.
2.
Boys 03:24
Its written in the bags under your eyes and written on the lines on the back of your hand You keep it in, folded up and I don't mind There is a secret we all share and I do not believe in God but I believe in disrepair Cause I've seen it, watched it weave I've watched it weave through it all And the boys looked at me like I was crazy I stared through them like they were God - cut the rope and let em fall together Yeah the boys turn to me for an answer, cause I've seen it Cause I've seen it All thats left is the smoking gun Sing for me, I know you've got it in your lungs Breathe in, count to four, breathe out, count to ten Kiss the ground, you're upside down again And the boys looked at me like I was crazy I stared through them like they were God - cut the rope and let em fall together Yeah the boys turn to me for an answer, cause I've seen it Cause I've seen death, I've seen it Its written in the bags under your eyes and written on the lines on the back of your hand You keep it in, folded up and I don't mind, at all
3.
Black Lung 03:11
Watching your body twist and tumble Convulsing on the floor This chemical possession, is stretching out your jaw I could get high from the foam on your lips Let it stick to my brain, like an arachnoid cyst Most days I wish we could switch bodies or brains So I could be the one left twitching in my grave Left paralysed by the bodies in the gutter, I breathe in deeply Then fall back into myself It’s not like I’m any better, I hurt myself every day Ulcers form in my stomach, light is swelling my brain Digging until I find a better way They've constructed me by cruel design With hands of frailty and callous minds Keep me stabilised, sedate me Curse my body intravenously Spill the venom til my skin goes white Spill the serum and watch me writhe Most days I wish we could switch bodies or brains So I could be the one left twitching in my grave Left paralysed by the bodies in the gutter, I breathe in deeply Then fall back into myself I wanna sleep until its dark outside
4.
Machina 03:44
I don't wanna feel your skin, I don't deserve your taste Oh and I can't wait to stay inside and feel my body waste away The ceilings falling and my eyes cave in Nobody's listening and I can't tell my blood from the nitroglycerin I find it sobering to be defiled so easily I know I should feel pain, but it's eluding me If you'd stop for a moment to watch my skin peel out Then I promise you will get your wish You're gonna see me open up But all the wires and the circuits could entangle us in a fabricated love I don't have the will to love you anymore This selfish solemn vow I swore takes hold Why do you say that you care when you aren't listening? Why aren't you listening? I know it's all for show This skin, these muscles and the way they grow I find it sobering to be defiled so easily There is a part of me that crystallized inside of your gaze I don't wanna feel your skin I don't deserve your taste My eyes, they fixate on the sky and it's electric grace And it changes me But this is written inside of my genetic code I can't erase the segments that have made me cold They've made me cold
5.
Slowly 04:23
You've gone and made a mess upon your neon wired dress again And I've spent my time drifting in and out of all of this like a spiders web, so elegantly How could I rectify though not for lack of trying any of the callous move I've ever made? It seems we succumb to ourselves more than anything else, again and again If only you'd feel the cold-bloodedness through my hands We could wrestle out of this, we could cut through all the strands of the DNA you left on the sheets But it seems we succumb to ourselves more than anything else Go ahead and run away so I can go and blame myself I blame myself for this Do you panic when the wind blows? Are you scared of your friends? Is it too late to ask if its all just pretend? Cause I feel like a stranger inside of this skin I'll never let anyone, anyone in Like a leech, i will bond to your side Soak the liquid from your limbs, and release But it seems we succumb to ourselves more than anything else Go ahead and run away so I can go and blame myself I blame myself for this And so I'll recede into a new body Fake a new smile everyday Try a little harder to decay, slowly And slowly I'll sing, drive myself into madness Holding tightly to my faith Push a little harder, let it drain Like a leech, i will bond to your side Soak the liquid from your limbs, and release
6.
This feels so alien, I confess It's clutching onto me, so hard that I can't breathe A rush straight through my body, the sinking feeling shooting up from underneath Wondering what shape your gonna take tonight But your somewhere in the scape of sound We'll find a way to subjugate the pain, oh I can feel you in my veins Please come out from hiding, I've been waiting for you Disclose who you are Please come out from hiding, I've been waiting here for you all night, just show yourself Disclose who you are Good god, I can taste the sulfur inside your hell What will you whisper to me to tear me apart? Promise me you'll play tricks this time, you know that's what I like And now I've lost my mind I've heard your voice inside me too many times, I've tried I've tried keeping my distance Continued faking indifference But I can't stand to be untethered from your presence for too long This feels so alien I confess It's clutching onto me so hard that I can't breathe This feels so alien, it's clutching onto me so hard that I can't breathe What will you whisper to me to tear me apart? Promise me you'll play tricks this time, you know that's what I like And now I've lost my mind I've heard your voice inside me too many times, I've tried

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released May 4, 2018

Produced by Jamie Marinos
Mixed & Mastered by Lance Prenc
Artwork by Pat Fox

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